I knew I wanted you when I saw how you think.
But then, we went two steps backward
Afterward, you showed me persistence.
Let’s work on friendship, but there is a wall I can’t get through
Its communication or trust or maybe our stars don’t align
Our hearts are too far, making it hard for our minds to coincide.
I want you in my life, but not right now because I can’t handle it.
My hands are full with troubles I deal with daily.
Maybe I was hoping some connection would save me.
Instead, more pain to deal with makes me want to be alone
Almost a year ago we talked, I noticed that you have grown.
Hopefully, I’ll come back with more patience and strength.
So I can stay in your presence and not leave you alone.