But if through the power of the Spirit you put to death the deeds of your sinful nature, you will live.
Romans 8:13
The loneliness and heartbreaking moments are making me cringe
I promise to hold my soul in my body though
If my faith snaps, my running will end. I’ll be sitting in hell
Wearing a face making it easy to tell that I failed
It’s hard to handle this
The weight of my purpose is making me weak but deep in my soul a candle is lit
Heavy legs and swallow breaths, I only move because he’s phenomenal
This strength is not my own so I keep reminders all around me
A wall full of scriptures to help picture my journey
When I wake, my eyes set the mark of my yearning
Watery eyes from overflow of passionate burning
I’m zealous like a drowning man wanting to breath
I’ve learned to keep focus no matter what another may think.
I’ve learned to be hated and mistreated.
I learned to see like an angel of God
My flesh my enemy.
Every cell battling to get rid of me
They say just complain
But not even myself is bigger than faith
So after objection I make, I push on to be phenomenal.